good moods and bad moods

i’ve been in an unusually good mood for a while now. i’m always acutely aware that when i’m in a good mood for a while it’s got an expiration date. i’m trying to figure out how to head off my plummet downward. i really don’t want to go there but i’m feeling hints so i keep thinking “what do i do? what do i DO?” banging my head on the table is not making the ideas come faster. maybe i need to buy a new pair of running shoes.

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“be okay”

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not it

i can’t alleviate your pain

this isn’t a game i wish to play

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i love a good curse word

and i’d like to say many of them now. i’m not particularly angry…. i just feel the need/desire to yell a bunch of curse words.

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12 bar blues

i remember it well.
now that my memory has been refreshed.
our history well defined.
significance to last a lifetime.
finished as quickly as it began
in opposing beats.
you played the 12 bar blues
and i followed….
until i lost count.
and you changed key.

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what goes up must come down

ambiguity
ties us
elusive words
lead us
enigmatic gestures
confuse us

me and you

what goes up
must come down
and i’ll ride the wave
willingly
but i won’t hold my
breath
if i’m caught
under water
i’ll take it in
absorb it
and come up
out of the water
new again.

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what goes up must come down.

i’m finding myself in a bit of a confusing situation. i tend to over think things and map out all possible scenarios in my head. that way i’m prepared for what my come. so i planned and prepared…. but i’m all thrown off. if life gives you lemons… make apple juice.

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