i’ve been in an unusually good mood for a while now. i’m always acutely aware that when i’m in a good mood for a while it’s got an expiration date. i’m trying to figure out how to head off my plummet downward. i really don’t want to go there but i’m feeling hints so i keep thinking “what do i do? what do i DO?” banging my head on the table is not making the ideas come faster. maybe i need to buy a new pair of running shoes.