i had to explain myself to someone today. well, i suppose i didn’t HAVE to but questions were asked and i answered as honestly as i could as opposed to skirting around things like i have in the past. while i was answering questions i clearly realized i sounded half nuts. i also realized there are many things about myself i just don’t understand and probably never will. while the conversation was lighthearted and funny and interesting i walked away from it thinking of a whole new set of flaws. or maybe having another slant on flaws i already knew about.