written in an alternate universe

where nothing is real and anything is possible

— 9:29 pm

capital LOVE
or love
it’s the question of the day
or my week
maybe a month
or my years.

can i have capital LOVE
or only love
i desire the above
but

no

i have no LOVE

empty and deceased
exponentially decreased
until

nothing
noTHING
this thing
this love

i wish to be
to have
to be
LOVE

— 10:13

what has become of me.
i’m sorry.

what has become of you.
you’re sorry.

it’s the back and forth
no give
and no take
but all give
and
all
take

and i can’t TAKE IT ANYMORE
i want the door
closed.

please.
let the door close
behind you
in front of me

lets walk
away

and let
it
go.

but

there’s always a
but

–10:40

discarded
a definition.

thrown away
set aside
to place
in the trash

unwanted
unneeded

i have been
and now you are

and now this card
from me to you
is set aside
to be
the past

discarded

not my card
anymore.

one foot in front of the other
INSTEAD of
two steps back.

i seem to be
moving forward today

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